only by Your saving grace,

2007-04-04T02:00:00.000-07:00

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2007-03-28T17:28:00.000-07:00

:D

blogging from school, cool or nt!
history class now, i want t fall asleep, we're researching on jolie's favourite, mao zedong, haha! :D
hahaha, super funny, samlim's playing china's national anthem on her computer! wah lau, haha!

yesterday's dinner was fun!
we ate at newyork newyork, i sat with gina tan, kesia, ian lam, keegan and chekyeow.
my spaghetti creamy like free one, bloated t the max whee :D
i like gina's baked rice, quite nice actually. yum(:
after that, went esplanade t play! hide and seek is super fun, love it. Y
it was rather stuffy, but fun too.
after the whole thing, went home late lah. sleepy now, cos i slept at like almost 1AM last night.

this weekend sure cannot sleep: zone prayer meeting &SOW, have t wake up early. pray i'm stretching my capacity! want t die alr!

hahaha i keep laughing at our cartel pictures, HAHAHA.
xinjie faster come back, hope you bought someth f me! HAHAHA. k la xiang ni worhzxz. :D

YYYYY

2007-03-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

images courtesy of xinjie the super old ex-sjc girl who went bangkok and may or may nt be missed :]

those three words, were said too much.
MONDAY(:
FMO_01! aka, Fashion Ministry Outing 01 :D
super fun, sentosa express fun worhzxzx.
my day makers, sister alicia, yangyi, shermaine, koonyew, eliyn, yvonne char & joyce tan my snugglebuddy! (though she came after the whole outing)

... t summarise, i got bopped by a volleyball (thank you yangyi) twice, tanned beauifully, squealed over the queasy idea of childbirth, downed one bottle of oolong tea, played captain's ball, snacked like a pig, shopped at vivocity, bought a super hot forever21 top that is christian influence, overcame my phobia of hokkien mee at food republic &crapped. :D

man i love fashion ministry outings, we should have them more often :D cant wait for my olevels t be over so i can finally enjoy everyth properly without having t feel guilty cos i spent the whole day rolling in sand instead of mugging my brain cells dead.

so moving on t TUESDAY :D
flew all the way down t church after packing dawn into the cab whee.
helped PJC with their egg draining activity, super additive! :D :D :D yolanda was addicted too hurray. helped painted a while. played a little foosball. then pastoral meeting. then home. then lalala, i smell good from my shower :D love showers, tday was super humid, super pms-able lah!

anyway, learnt a lot tday! :D overflowing, brain cannot process lollllll.
i'm super tired, omg.

i'm not here f your entertainment, you don't really wanna mess with me tonight.

2007-03-24T20:06:00.000-07:00

had sow this morning. hmmm.
set my alarm clock t eight am, woke up &switched the heater on, snoozed, showered than flew out of the house whee.
acoustic guitar basic one's ok. pretty fun. elaine's funny.
tday's gonna be a long day, BM later, gah.

i'm broke because of a sacrifice i made, i don't regret the sacrifice.
might as well as fast, losing weight is a fringe benefit anyway! :D

i dont wanna go t school tomorrow, i'd rather go t sentosa with fashion ministry. ):
*whine

2007-03-23T00:05:00.000-07:00

i forgot what i'm forgot t blog yesterday. i'm, so intelligent. :D
seriously cannot remember lah, banglah.

Y HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA TAN :D [zone mate]

k nothing very exciting happened tday, hmmm.
except for the first time in two yrs madam zhang was actually absent! haha, we were all like omg yay! heh. so no chinese, hurray.

announcements! change in blogskin! :D
yeah, i got bored of paul frank but i still love it teehee.

&sometimes ilu's really dont mean anything, i just found out tday. :D

super old pigture of the good old times, of melly, sharon, nad, gris, yani &me clique!
yani super act cute haha. good old times. i miss them, but i'm moving on.

Y

2007-03-22T01:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D
i wanna thank all those lovely people tht sent me birthday greetings, in sequence!

mummydearestY, sherman, michelle yao, adriena, shuhui, [sent 20/3]
wilfred, xinhui, huimin from kcps, yvonne char, jianhong, cynthia lim, xueying from compassvale, shawn, xinjie, gabriel, singchuen, jingfen, robelle, michelle lee, shuying, phyllis lee, peckhoon, my beloved junior christina, nadine, loraine, mel, garrett, mattheus, zhiguo, shiya, shermaine tan, leon lee, tess, jojo, wendy neo, charlotte, marcus ning, eric chen, lisa, chekyeow, michelle gwee, yanyun &sauyan! :D [and ian super lag, nw then wish me :D &he insisted it's full of sincerity, followed by yang xinyi, catherine &pamela lai]

&also xinhui for the present, samgoh &janani for the card, garrett&wendy for the card as well! [the rest of the presents are late heheh, will update lah]

i went home t shower &change, flew out of the house t meet adriena, jolie &louis at plaza sing, they were like studying. gah, i did enemy of the people then i kind of fell asleep. :D so half mugged, then bused t city hall t meet my dearest FANGLYNN Y the sweetest person everrrrr.

as usual in her uniquely retarded way she abit late, then i sat at cartel waiting f her.
so ordered food, makan, &crap lah :D so much crap hahaha. then after tht she ordered a super nice cheesecake with a candle! my first bday cake in 6 years, cool or nt! so she super cute, self entertain, sing bday song f me, then i make wish and blowwww the candle out!

after tht shopped around marina square &citylink mall, i saw this omg super nice newurbanmale bag, $149! wahlau, i want t buy! i shall save money t buy it, or ka jiao my mummy f extra allowance t buy! stupid fl tempt me t buy lah. but i love her loads! (: oh oh, & we saw a mini foosball table, super act cute leh! :D

k, &lastly, i want to thank 4 GRACE f the multi-lingual bday song they sang f me! they first sang in chinese, then malay, tamil &final;lly english, hee. my first proper bday song in 6 years!

anw so exciting, tmr gt movie outing with dance ministry! stomp the yard Y, and wilfred is being super gay, he stand behind me keep saying backside &funny ah. super act cute leh :D

alright, tday's birthday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GABRIEL &SHUYING! :D
happy sweet sixteen to me YYY

2007-03-17T23:19:00.000-07:00

if you have not caught this movie yet, you better! :D
i'm going to watch it for the second time with my dearest greeeeeenie tess! Y
it's freaking funny, hugh grant was like twitching his butt all the time, it's like his ass is having a fit or someth, super laugh-bomb! kind of made me fall in love with pop of the 1980s, rrrrrretro!

&the song, way back into love. (:

i've been living with a shadow overhead
i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
i've been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, i just can't seem to move on

i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case i ever need 'em again someday
i've been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind
all i want to do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
oh oh oh

i've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
i've been searching but i just don't see the signs
i know that it's out there
there's got to be someth for my soul somewhere
i've been looking for someone to shed some light
not just somebody just to get me through the night
i could use some direction
and i'm open to your suggestions

all i want to do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
i guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
there are moments when i don't know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation

all I want to do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart to you
i'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that i'll be there for you in the end

-

i know God has alr planned for the special one,
i'm in no rush! for i have trust in Him, that He has plans for me.
'i kissed dating goodbye' by joshua harris is good, everyone should snap up a copy!
contact generations bookstore for more information! heh.

2007-03-17T02:34:00.000-07:00

SUNBURNT.

omg someb just kill me now. ):
aloe vera, ice packs, cold showers dont worrrrrrrrrk
and nigel moo has the biggest mouth ever, he drink water also can drip one. stupid boy.

ushers, keep the passion going! :D
rrrreflector yaye.

(lazy to blog)

2007-03-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

ignite youth conference!
it's my first time at a youth conference of any sort, so i don't really find it particularly good or especially bad, just pretty cool.

the evening rally was interesting, hmmm.
pastor pat has a very unique way of conducting altar call i'd say.
in anyway, i could feel the presence of God so strongly.

the whole conference was an eye-opener for me,
making me appreciate our church a lot more, and to realise,
even though there are other youth churches out there who are supposedly bigger and better,
our people are still the warmest, most passionate for God, and most lovin'.

heart of God church will be my first and last church i'd ever attend faithfully!
p.s. i'm church-sick, i miss our dhoby ghaut premises. ): i'd forever choose town over bedok, anytime! bye bethesda cathedral!

&& official announcement, i have a phobia of ice milo and hokkien mee, which i'm going to swear off for a couple of weeks! D:

rah.

2007-03-10T21:11:00.000-08:00

two cups of ice milo, and $6 hokkien mee.

i couldnt sleep well last night, my stomach couldnt digest the food. i awoke, in discomfort, to find indigestion pills to soothe the rage. upon reaching the toilet with the taste of acid on my tongue, i hurled.

that was the most disgusting thing i had ever done. involuntarily of course. tears seared my eyes, my limbs shook, as they got ready for another round of hurling.

i officially have a phobia of hokkien mee now. ):

-

glen berteau.
hmmmmm, powerful speaker!
christy's voice is cool too. very breathtaking, i've got goosebumps just listening.
ywca is a very interesting place. hate the air con though. -scowl

anw, pastor glen's sermon was very relevant.
i kind of, can echo with it. like yeah.

i cant type much with nausea threatening to knock me out.
but i'm sure i can go for ignite. :] wont miss it man!

and yeah, my reference to someone's false i love you has nothing to do with relationships, thankfully. it came from someone i can't yet fully trust, yet is close to my heart. i need reassurance, but the ilu's are freaking me out. mhm. no, im nt going to tell you who he/she is. :D

for now, God's the only one who has my heart. Y
Your sweet presence comforts me, and thank You for giving me a restful night.

2007-03-07T04:01:00.000-08:00

school is so eating up me.
my social life.
my church life.
my thinking life.
~~my food life.~~

sometimes i feel just so de-motivated to carry on in my cca,
because i dont have anything to do. i will carry one, just one. more. month.

cabbed to church. we prayed a simple prayer when no cabs came, and one came almost instaneously. :D now you have one more reason to believe He's a good God who provides. cg was great, message of the sermon was a real education. gab's guitar skills are way better than _____, and dawn agrees with me hehehehehe. she plays only to show it off, to be competitive, but i love that gabriel plays for God. (:

then dawn pangseh me ): so i had to go subway with three smelly boys, namely leon, wilfred and qiwei. hehehehe just joking. :D qiwei show me super funny video of somebody dancing :D hahahahahah super ggggay, i laugh like nuts.

so tday was terrible.
woke up late, i feel happy. :D so tht's one good thing.
oh yes, thanks cristal, my darling babe, for the lippie info. i'll text her soon, i'm a lazy bum.
then uhhhhh, nothing very eventful. except poor dawn injured her ligament. ): PE was fun until she fell, gah. superrrrrrr tired, gotta love captain's ball. da pao hokkien mee, sat with her, ate. lilian went to borrow wheelchair from general office. then yah. pushed her arnd. everyone who knew her was like 'dawn wht happen?' funny lah.

after school band lor.
physical training, seniors team won :D three times in a row. we rrrrrrock too much lah can.
so lala. :D sectional. band finish. home.

sometimes i wonder if people mean it when they say i love you.
maybe i'm too pensieve, i think too much, i analyse your words and actions too much, i just basically think too much.

hobby: ponder.

some coolshit for ya to enjoy.
Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

2007-03-04T04:47:00.000-08:00

saturday
stayed at home to do study rule.
church for sow. open hse at night.

sunday.
service with winkie pratney!
then eat with epop.
pooled at ssc. home.

i need to dye my hair again. i am so annoyed. :|

-

in the feverish haze, beading drops of sweat,
your hand held mine. i thank you, mr. stranger, for that beautiful illusion.

2007-03-02T01:37:00.000-08:00

Learning to be servant-hearted,
to wash others feet.
Her humility and hunger to be Christ-like simply touched my heart, and I cried.

Just that simple. No fancy words, no fancy morals-of-the-story, just touched my heart.

-

took chartered bus to career fair at suntec city.
the bus is so shaky can, it's like jiggling up and down until I thought I'm going to like puke.
k then went career fair for 10 minutes then got bored. shopped at suntec. ate nydc with dawn and samantha goh cos janani went mia, and lilian dont know go where.

saw our Mrs Debra Tan and Madam Norani at La Senza. Hahahah so weird to be shopping lingerie with your school teachers. funny like funfair. so went to the information counter there to take attendance. then went off shopping again. ended up at Marina Square and yeah, shopped, I practically broke my shoulders, my bag superrrrr heavy. bumped into my beloved SMELLY BELLY WELLY NELLY MELLY! :D i miss her like so much lah. she said there's a gig at gashaus tomorrow or something. aiyah lazy to go. gt SOW to think abt.

so train-ed to church.

oh and special feature, TODAY IS A BAD DAY. why? cos...
1) Mrs Debra Tan told me I have to re-dye my hair black AGAIN (second time)
2) Mrs Elan made the sec fours stay back and line up properly before dismissing us and
3) I feel damn sleepy.

ha. I slept my sleepiness off during art, so I felt better after that. (:
sleepy people are not happy people. ):

super hungry, someone jio me go eat dinner. :D hahaha joking worhzxzxz.
k msn is fun.

Kitty, I LOVE YOU. YYYYY
screw al. just kidding.

P.S. my son jian le just gave me a flat french fry, wow. :D i love my kids!

2007-02-28T06:09:00.001-08:00

(kope from xinjie cos i was waiting for my heater heh)

WHAT IS YOUR AGE?
- almost sixteen(: (HINT 21ST MARCH!)

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR?
- red, green, black &white!

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURTIE PLACE(S) TO HANG OUT?
- church, town, vivo, marinasquare, esplanade. guess im ok almost anywhere. food supply is a plus point. :D so is the company!

WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE BORED?
- sms random people random stuff, surf internet, burp, fart, pick my nose, stone.

WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THERE IS AN EARTHQUAKE?
- stone. im too used to earthquakes lah.

WHAT DID YOUR MUM COOK TODAY?
- i havent eaten my mummys cooking for aaaaaages.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE NUMBER(S)?
- 2. sexiest number alive.

WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
- 7.03am, with birds chiiiirping.

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
- my love by justin timberlake.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE FAST FOOD?
- macs, subway.

WHAT YOU ATE FOR BREAKFAST?
- was fasting.

WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU ARE ANGRY?
- swear my butt off, or rant to my bolster abt it.

WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU ARE HAPPY?
- talk cool crap, eat extra lot, laugh. and look pretty.

WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU ARE SAD?
- share with God, few trusted friends, and rant and ramble until i feel better. and drink a huge mug of super diabetically sweet milo.

WHO IS AT HOME NOW?
- maid. guardian's son.

WHO SCOLDED YOU TODAY?
- nobody.

WHO ARE YOU THINKING OF RIGHT NOW?
- jude law. Y super eyecandy material, huge hottie. lol.

WHO CARES FOR YOU THE MOST?
- God and mummy and bro. then prob nobody else. i lead a sad life. ha.

WHO IS YOUR FAVOURITE MOVIE ACTOR(S)?
- jude law. :o

WHO DID YOU CALLED TODAY?
- a certain IDIOT whom i was supposed to meet for dinner. (: sure you know who you are you pig. :D

WHO WOKE YOU UP TODAY?
- my ever-trusty mobile phone and the lights.

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ARE YOU SINGLE?
- terribly rockin' single.

ARE YOU IN LOVE?
- im in love with God. besides tht, dont think im in love with anybody else. (:

ARE YOU PRETTY?
- definitely. im God's masterpiece! :D

ARE YOU HAPPY?
- im nt very sure.

ARE YOU TALL OR SHORT?
- tall. just tht you may or may nt be taller than me. (:

ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE NOW?
- life is good with a good God, but sometimes i get frustrated too.

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DO YOU HAVE HANDPHONE?
- totally.

DO YOU HAVE MP3?
- no. poor me. sob.

DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND?
- nope.

DO YOU LOVE YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
- (:

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SEXY?
- totally. im kidding. lol.

DO YOU HAVE EX-BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND?
- errrrrrrr, yes. a little too many ex's though :/

DO YOU WATCH PORN?
- nuuuup.

DO YOU SMOKE?
- terribly shamefully, yes.

DO YOU DRINK BEER / WINE?
- neither.

DO YOU LOVE YOUR PARENTS?
- make that 'parent'

DO YOU WISH TO BE A MILLIONAIRE?
- nah, i'll prefer to marry one. im butt lazy.

DO YOU EAT CHOCOLATES?
- when i'm pmsing, yes.

DO YOU STUDY?
- yeah, blame the study rule. lol kidding.

DO YOU TREASURE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU?
- yes. i love them more than i love myself. (:

Y

2007-02-28T05:53:00.001-08:00

Y HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO LAM LAM WORHZXZXZ!
Y HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYBELOVED YAO TAO WORHZXZXZ! :D :D

k so wht did I do tday?
ohhhhhh ya, school. duh. otherwise what. hah.
I love wed's, can wake up late. So took my own sweet time. read Perfume on the train.
PE was sucky. as in cos I'm in a butt lazy mood. then overexercised myself totally and had gastric, so wth. then I had to break fast. ): nehmind, tmr continuuuuue! >:D

band was shit.
changed to PE attire then run around third flr. stupid mor kor. then had competition. seniors never lose, duh.
AFTER tht, back to band room for sectionals. me and Christina almost died of boredom. Nadiah was like MIA half the time wth.
band over. rain like cats dogs chicken monkey. shielded beloved junior Christina to RM. then walk to compasspoint, then Mahashne lobang my umbrella. gee I am _so_nice. heh.

went plazasing when they dont have my stock. Stupid. bumped into Jamiiiiiieeee and went fareastplaza. didnt get my thing, must go back some other day. WAHLAU. mei you yong. I went to get subway my current food obsession. bus-ed home and ate. (: yum worhzxz.

i'm gonna post wishlist soon. :D

2007-02-27T01:22:00.000-08:00

k blogger is retarded, it won't let me view my own blog.
So school was a bore as usual, and yesterday someth funny happened.
I power-napped from 6-8, then I forgot I was napping, then I ran to the kitchen and told my maid 'OMG WHY DIDNT YOU WAKE ME UP IM GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL.'

so happily she replied '8PM LATE FOR SCHOOL YOUR HEAD LAH.'
oops. I showered, conference-d then zzzzzzzzz. Aiyah. Tired.

today's only exciting point was bio prac. We cut up a tomato. LOL can. I had fun extracting the seeds from the tomato, so icky cool shit. :D :D :D

so after school went with Adri to church. Then waited for Cheryl and Peck. Then CG-ed. :D
waiting to break fast at ssssssix!

oh oh oh, and on another note, finally CARTEL with FL! thanks for sharing with me love. (: hearts! I love you retard! YYYYY

:D be so honoured I mentioned you on my blog.
I burped.

-

makedamnsure.

2007-02-24T04:34:00.001-08:00

beautiful sleep t'day, till 12pm. Verrrrry satisfying, though when I woke up I was still feeling groggy.
There's something wrong with my body lah. Just feel veh lethargic.
Service today was fantasticcccccc, I also had usher btw.

Super rrrrrush but I enjoy the rush, cos it built urgency in us. So that we'd know not to be too slack in the beginning but maintain a pace. Doors opened on time, rushed out to do glass door, but not much. After that, blah blah, service's about fasting, love it.
I'm so glad that I've already built the habit of fasting regularly (:

k I will try. Maybe it'd make me less lethargic, since I've DEFINITELY overeaten over the CNY holiday. Super heaty as well, I need more wwwwwwater. nobody from CG came today. ): actually they did but left butt early. sigh.

so i'm stuck here blogging. hahaha. lazy to go eat. alone somemore. k except eli. but think she has some wt stuff. so shan't bother her.

I wanted to post a pigture of me and beloved lunch partnerrrr but blogger gheytio and don't let me post pigtures. but its ok, i'll put it on friendster worhzxzx.

love you lp! :D hearts.

-

hold me, Jesus never let me go.

2007-02-23T05:14:00.000-08:00

Mission thing today super emo sia.
Emo until like don't know what. Cos when the Father mentioned about friends, I just kind of thought of something. :/ I think my faithful readers can guess lah. That one use backside think also know who and what. But it ain't that bad.

Then, I read her note. It was filled with guilt. I felt my heart was so heavy; I wish she could see this: I forgive you. I forgive you, I forgive you! I could almost see the guilt in her shaky words, the messy handwriting I had come to know. It feels bad to know that she thinks I'm still holding on, but I've already let it go because I knew, she didn't do it on purpose. Peer pressure and greed can twist minds, even pure and innocent ones.

k emo shit aside.
Bus-ed with Dawn &Elizabeth to Kovan. Then train-ed to Plaza Sing. They bought food I went church for orchestra. Had a fun chat with Wendy! :D
After that Subway for dinner, before back to orchestra!

What an exciting dayyyyyyy. LOL. Ha. So emo. Don't like lah.
Tomorrow got usher, happy! (: I love doing usher. Plus I've got a new pair of shoes, orgasmic k.

Mhm going for a spot of foosball, gtg! Y

2007-02-22T03:09:00.000-08:00

Had some mission/retreat thing today. Quite fascinating, not say boring luh. Haaaah.
Fell asleep during the supposedly touching part, then I woke up everyone was like tearing. OOPS.

then went lunch at Hougang Mall with Loraine, Jie Ling, Natasha &Adeline.
Macs lah. Being the super nice girl I am, accompanied Adeline and Loraine to polyclinic to get MC. Then Jie Ling came with Derrick and don't know who lah.

Then Kellie was also there lah. Went Hougang Point to watch Kellie eat Macs, after that take bus to Serangoon then MRT to church.

Ian and Wilfred (the idiot who insisted his name be bolded, italics and underlined)beside me. Act play pinball with cheat code sia. Wilfred is the banglah who came up with the cheat code. Hahahahah. :D

k blog sian already. Bye world! (:

2007-02-21T04:08:00.000-08:00

Epic Movie with Adri,
new pair of Mondo shoes (for usher) &delicious hokkien mee.
Remind me to go exchange my RI skinny's, they're too fat foh' me. Me needs size 8 not 10. Dang.

Epic Movie is soft porn half the time and lameshit for the other half.
Can't believe parents actually bring KIDS in. omg. poor kids.

too sleepy. to. blog anyfurther.
wan an.

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYY you much. though i deny it all the time, i do.

2007-02-20T21:13:00.000-08:00

k I'm back from Taiwan.

and oh yeahhhhh, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FURONG! (:

I'm super lazy, so I shall summarise.

1. I received a grand total of S$800+ for CNY this year. (though all proceeded to my college/university fund -.-)
2. My cousin got burned by a firecracker.
3. My family spent more than S$100+ on firecrackers.
4. I ate a lot.
5. My cousins are going through puberty, and they look fat to me. Like really fat. o.o
6. My baby cousins are adorable though they still speak in Martian.
7. I got attacked by two of my toddler cousins. I was pinned to the floor. Gosh.
8. Cousin Joshua, toddler, has a question to everything I say. He has a never ending flood of 'why is it like that? why?'
9. I haven't exercised for a lonnnnggg time.
10. I love eating ice cream in winter.
11. I wore the same shirt for three days in a row. Icky.
12. My River Island jeans are a tad too big for me. Guess I need size 8. :/ (out of topic, I know)
13. I didn't buy presents for anybody. (please don't kill me)
14. My mom bought me a gorgeous sweater.
15. I finished my Sex &the City Season 2 marathon. Target for June 2007: conquer Season 3 &4!
16. I've finally caught the Devil Wears Prada. I love love love it.
17. I've watched Miyazaki's latest work, Tales of Earthsea. I was sorely disappointed, his son didn't quite match up. :/
18. Mee sua in Taiwan is 285437689368936 better than Singapore's. :D
19. I need a new fragrance. (out of point)
20. CNY is overrrrrrrrrr!

so that's my summary. yadda. k going out later. I hate plane flights, I could sleep properly, you know I was like twitching and squirming in my seat throughout the torturous four hours. I'm gunna give my bed some lovin' tonight. Y

2007-02-14T02:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY! :D

thank you everybody for the presents!
and to 4GRACE, I feel the love.

Ben &Jerry's joy, thank you Garett and Wendy! :D

YYYYYYY

2007-02-12T00:09:00.000-08:00

Isn't that, just so tragic?
Valentine's Day is coming, &like every year, I'm single. (:
Gah, I feel happy and sad about it at the same time. Aiyah no mood to think about it.

K so Sunday service was cool. That Aus' evangelist is super funny, though he talks funny as well.
I'm not used to his accent luh. Heh. Saturday went to find CG at Meridien. Makan. Then blah blah. Lazy to blog la.

Today.
Later got reunion dinner. Whoot! :D
So exciting, I think I'm going to be late but never mind, I'm a pig.

-

You asked me who I love,
My lips said none,
my heart screamed you.

He asked me if I still loved you,
my lips said yes,
but my heart screamed no.

konfusion with a letter k.

2007-02-09T22:36:00.000-08:00

K, I have been MIA from Blogger for almost one week. Updates for you guys! (:

!SATURDAY &SUNDAY
Cleaned chairs for usher!
Sermon was great, inspiringgggggg!

!MONDAY
Percussion family united! :D
I miss Nad, Christina and our lovely juniors.
Yay I'm outta SYF, much love yo'.
Had to leave early for dental though.

!TUESDAY
CG was fantastic, practical man!
I was sick like don't know what, panadol's good.
After that spring clean-ed church!
Went Chomp with Shermaine, Eric &Xinjie after Gelare. Ah, sinful indulgences! D:

!WEDNESDAY
YHAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYING! :D

!THURSDAY
YHAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC &GUO CHUAN! :D
Brother's a year olderrrrr.
Met at City Hall MRT, went Esplanade to celebrate!
Ate at Gluttons Bay (hokkien meeeee), tortured Guo Chuan's Dumbo.
Winifred is so cute k. Y
Went to rooftop, crapped, sang birthday song, gave them cakes, took thousand and one picturesssss.

!FRIDAY
Went VivoCity with Lilian! Y
Shopped, whined about the beautiful prices at River Island (gah, my hot skinny's!), Daiso-ed (V-day gifts!) and finally went rooftop to slack. Dipped legs in the water, eyed little boys wading in the pool, paddled away icky leaves and crapped. Sent Lilian home, waited at Boon Keng for Eric.

Trained to Dhoby, went Cathay find Roslyn!
Decided against going Ben &Jerry's cos there's a live band and the lead vocalist is threatening to drive us all into insanity. Went Swensen's instead, joined by Shermaine &Sab.
Some went home, me Eric Shermaine hung around.
Then home sweeeeeeet home.

(:

2007-02-02T23:19:00.000-08:00

YEDITEDDDDD
Went dinner at QQ just now with FL and her CG (:
Funny thing, just now when I was playing foosball Leonard said I played like a guy.
Oh no! Not another person. HAHAHA. Second person to say I play like a guy. Gosh. Toldja I was 50% man. (:

I stayed outside and chatted to Sister Alicia, discussed many things with her about fashion ministry. :D I talk until saliva evaporate worhzxz. Then discussed about the people in my school from the yearbook. Don't know who bring one. o.o So embarrassing can. Haha.
Yah so after service. Makan lah. Then now back in church.

&&&&& random, but I realised, that loads of men are pretty insensitive. :o not that it disturbs me that badly, but I guess, females still make the best bestfriends. (: Not that I have one now though. Haha, it's alright, I'll get by life.

God, my spiritual man is growing stronger!
I am so excited! :D I did not give up my flesh in vain, I know You see what I do.

Lastly, a big THANKYOU! to Adriena for the super adorable Patrick balloon! (((:
I love Spongebob that much because it's so stupid and brainless. Y

(Gosh, CCA on Monday. Somebody just kill me)

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3rd Day stopped performing in my head, yaye! :D
And I changed Haloscan to Cbox.

I will miss my Haloscan badly. ):
Cleaned chairs for usher today! Clean until my hand numb. Gosh.
I'm still having a sore throat, terrible lah. But I can still sing my lungs out, because it's for God. (((:
SMALLFRY!

I'm so hungry, I could eat a whole cow k.
Not going service for Saturday, but Sunday worhzxzx.
Gotta' do art. Board one's due this Monday la omg can. Somebody just kill me.
I think I ought to get meself some chow before I die of hunger.

k Pomela and Jomain and Catherine are reading my blog.
Funny like funfair sia. :D (Catherine: funfair not funny!)

tsktsk, funny F ZONE people. (:
happy worship team-ingggggggg.

2007-02-01T19:11:00.000-08:00

Now I have another mini-3rd Day pounding their beats in my head, which is burning at 38.1 degrees celsius and a sore throat. Fever went down already, so not that bad. 3rd Day taking a break. Sore throat, not very nice. ):

Gotta' go see doctor later.
I'm lazy luh. But without it I can't be excused from school. So annoying k.
Can't wait for the bus tour laterrrrrr! :D

Will blog later.

P.S. HOKKIEN MEE FRIDAYSSSSS!

2007-02-01T02:04:00.000-08:00

EDIT! :D
I specially edited this post for you k Kwang Sauyan.
I just want to announce that,
PINKY = KWANG SAUYAN
BRAIN = LIN I-MAI.

I blow kisses, {TOPIC: "Teenagers are slaves to fashion. Discuss."} says:
SAUYAN ISN'T A BANGLAH!
PINKY AND THE BRAIN = SAUYAN AND IMAI! : D says:
YES!
DONT DENY IT.
MUAHAHAHA
you learn from micheal jackson
bleach skin hor!
I blow kisses, {TOPIC: "Teenagers are slaves to fashion. Discuss."} says:
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
SHIT LA
HOW YOU KNOW
PINKY AND THE BRAIN = SAUYAN AND IMAI! : D says:
MUAHAHAHA
I HAVE SPIESSSSSS
I blow kisses, {TOPIC: "Teenagers are slaves to fashion. Discuss."} says:
DON'T TELL PEOPLE THAT I'M BANGLAH K
PINKY AND THE BRAIN = SAUYAN AND IMAI! : D says:
SURE WONT ONE. (:

(hheheheheheheooopsie!)

k that was so lame. but I love it lah. HHAHAHAHA.
It's people like this that keep my secondary school life interesting! (:
Go eat dust man dust! (((((: *learns from Varron and beams to the MAX!*
Y

K, third chat with dust.
Man it sucked, but with God's blessing, I think things are picking up, hahahaha.
Had nice chats with Miss Alvina.
Super funny, when we were going up to the staff room to collect my boards, suddenly the whole NPCC cohort just stood up and greeted her. Both of us got a shock can! :D :D :D

Then did art la today. Dust is so annoying. I sneeze until I want to die already can. LOLLLLLLL. think Qing &Fitri knows what I meant worhzxzxz. Hehehe. Nothing super duper extraordinary happen meguess.

Chemistry practical today was ok. I'm lovin' the lab goggles, they're so like, totally cool.
Chlorine water = bleach. Smelly like don't know what. -.- My nose and eyes are killing me laaaaah. Dawn tie french braid so cute. :D HAHA.

then just now quite funny. Miss Goh asked if me and Dawn were thinking about the answer. Then I say yah brain-showering. Then she took like 1.3254246 seconds to get it. Then she say sure brain-shower or not. I think less than drizzle. HAHAHA. Funny lah she. Then me and Dawn came up with brain-hurricane/typhoon/thunderstorm/name a disaster.

My schedule's packed. So sickening!
Monday, CCA. Tuesday, CG. Wednesday, CCA. Thursday, Art. Friday, ONLY FREE DAY.

OMG LA.
APRIL 17, the day I'm waiting forrrrrrrrrrr. (:

...POP, like finally. I'm so sick of CCA, can't wait to get out of it. Dust totally diao-ed me today, stupid old womannnnn. rah. I shall love my enemy. Try. Sickening still.

P.S. A belated THANKYOU(: to the always beaming-to-the-max VARRONNNNN! She's a total darling, you gotta love her. thanks Honey! :D Y

Tomorrow's Friday! (finally)

Y I don't have a crush on you. (:

2007-01-31T03:48:00.000-08:00

There's like this bunch of mini-3rd Day (a percussion ensemble) dancing around pounding their beats in my head.

I feel like ddddddying la.

P.S. I love my Osama family loads.
Brothers, Gabriel &Wilfred.
Sons, Wingtong, Jianle &Benjamin
Daughters, Xinhui, Shiya &Joyce
Grandson, Leon.

YYYYYYYYYYY (:

2007-01-31T03:00:00.000-08:00

K, that's another threat to expel me from school.
Just because I'm a foreigner doesn't mean YOU can push me around.

-

YOn a happier note,
I went lunching with my LUNCH PARTNER today! :D :D :D :D
We had a good talkkkkkkk. Bumped into CHEW THE PIG (see I featured you on my blog) at Yoshi. Then went KFC makan.
Yummmmmmm. Played with food.

Chemical equation of the day: Coleslaw + Mashed Potato = PUKE-like substance

Then Loraine's friend came, Adeline is her name I believe? I don't really have a good memory, sorry. x) Then chatted for a while, went Swensen's to eat Earthquake. THANK YOU FOR TREATING ME, a total stranger! Much love. (:

Took piggggggg-tures, then went to Fujifilm to print, it's now inside my beloved SPO!
Went Popular to buy some stuff, then after that I went BK to find NADINE THE BABE, realised she wasn't there, so went MRT find her. So she went home la now. And I'm in church blogging watching Jeremy Ong &Leonard playing a game where they kope chickens.

... Lollllllllll.

K I think I'm falling sick soon, I have a ulcer under my tongue (heaty) I sneezed non-stop today, and I've got throbbing tension headaches spanning from the back of my head to the base of my neck. Super irritating, I have a good mind to get MC for Thursday and Friday and stay at home and rot. RAHHHH.

BUT, I will go to school so I won't PS my lunch partner(:

I can't wait for the day I graduate, the people leading this school sucks big time.
No wonder people who got in wanted to transfer out because you guys are screwing up their school lives.

&&&& you piece of DUST, thankyou so much for insulting me. I'm sure you had an enjoyable time putting me down like nobody's business. I normally wouldn't swear, but you piss me off so bad that I have to say ~~fcuk~~ you.

2007-01-30T06:14:00.000-08:00

When I made up my mind
And my heart along with that
To live not for myself
But yet for God, somebody said
Do you know what
you are getting yourself into

When I finally ironed out
All of my priorities
And asked God to remove the doubt
That makes me unsure of thsee
Things I ask myself, I ask myself
Do you know what
you are getting yourself into

[Chorus]
I'm getting into You
Because You got to me,
in a way words can't describe
I'm getting into You
Because I've got to be
You're essential to survive
I'm going to love You with my life

When He looked at me and said
I kind of view you as a son
And for a second our eyes met
And I met that with a question
Do you know what you are getting yourself into

[Chorus]
I've been a liar and I'll never amount to
The kind of person You deserve to worship You
You say you will not dwell on what I did
but rather what I do You say
I love You and thats what you are getting yourself into

[Chorus]
He said, I love you and that's
What you are getting yourself into

Getting Into You - Relient K

-

He died on the cross for your sins,
is that how you repay Him,
by gathering people together to slander His family?

~~You were a second-generation Christian.~~

2007-01-30T02:13:00.000-08:00

Y HAPPY FIRST DAY TO LUNCH PARTNER! :D

k Loraine just totally kick-started my letter writing life la. hahaha now I'm like writing letters to the whole world. I'm crazyyyyy - FOR JESUS(: Keep the fire bbbbbburning brethen (& sisthernorwhateveryoucallthat.)

I'mma bounce back faster than a rubber ball! Nothing's gunna stop me, nnnnnnope.
And, on a funny-not-serious note, MEN, are incredibly insensitive I realise. Oh well, most of them at least. Oh gee. It's good to have women around to symphatise with you sometimes, even though I'm 50% MAN, I still need some WOMAN in my life k. :D Someone to go awwwwww and cry with me or someth. JOKINNNNGGGGG, and I think somebody knows who I'm referring to ah.

&&& I don't know why I keep dragging my vowels. *points to above

After school, makaned in school, then went off to church for my long-awaited and drearily missed connect group! It was fantastic with a capital F (not a vulgar word you noodles) and I've learnt so many things, so manymanymanymany things. (:

Kkkk, fantastic connect group aside, I'm verysuperduper proud to announce that, I've finally understood why God had us separated. He knew it would hurt, but it was the best for me, and I agree, whole-heartedly. (: Thank you Jesus, so I could follow the destiny You had planned out for me. Y

I still don't feel like going for CCA tomorrow luh.
I love Your house much more than sharing a room with a bunch of people that don't relatively like me and probably are happy that I'm gone.

Anyway Jeremy (I don't know his surname, I only know he's that SA guy) accidentally dislodged the cup dispenser. His face was so funny la, and I laughed at him. Sorry Jer(: Your face was too funny. HAHAHA.

And I declare now that I love Paul Frank.
&&&& I GOT MY SKINNY JEANS FINALLYYYYY! YYYYYY

much thanks to my darling GREENIE for intro-ing the shopppppp!
muackzxzx worhxzxzxz.

2007-01-28T19:55:00.000-08:00

[x] You like to eat chicken feet.
[x] You sing karaoke.
[x] You've worn glasses since you were in fifth grade.
[ ] You'll haggle over something that is not negotiable.
[ ] You are a math genius.
Total: 3

[x] You take showers at night.
[ ] You avoid the non-free snacks in hotel rooms.
[x] You say "aiyah!" and "wah!" frequently.
[x] You save grocery bags.
[x] You twirl your pen around your fingers.
Total: 4

[x] You have been taught that wasting food is a sin.
[x] Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.
[x] You beat eggs with chopsticks.
[ ] You like congee with thousand-year-old eggs.
[x] You have eaten moon cakes.
Total: 4

[x] If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask you if you've eaten, even if it's
midnight.
[ ] You email/msn your Chinese friends, even though you're only 10 feet apart.
[x] You can read traditional chinese
[ ] Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin before they are thrown away.
[x] You know what pearl milk teas are.
Total: 3

[ ] You bring fruit with you as a gift when you visit people's homes.
[ ] You have acquired a taste for bitter melon.
[ ] You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl, but don't eat the last piece of food on the table.
[ ] Your parents argue with other adults over the dinner bill.
[x] You love to use coupons.
Total: 1

Now add up the numbers and multiply it by four.
I'm 60% Chinese!

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you gotta love Cristal's memes.
(((((((:

2007-01-28T19:51:00.000-08:00

When alcohol consumes men, there is none but havoc.
I look into her eyes, punished glasses of black, apology clinging on to a cracking voice.
Then, I felt sorry for her; his eyes were hard, glittering gems, lashed into shape by a deadened heart, broken childhood and army.

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new blog.